Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Thy holy azure +





I am thy birth giver
ye are my child..
i love ye, 
thou worship me,

thine life is mine.


I am thy nemesis
thy phantom..
i may condemn thee,
and none can question me,

thine life is mine.


call me when ye need,
there is none i can't cure.
just be sure of a pure deed,
& look up, i am thy Holy Azure.




Saturday, April 30, 2011

The Shoah


the gas chamber
the entrance



children in holocaust
the prisoners
where the bodies were burnt



The dark abyss,
beneath and beyond
where millions of spirits float
in no air, no ocean, no moat.

The vacuum
where those spirits howl
in pain and grief they yowl.

The shoah was when,
the spirits were engulfed,
the flesh were burnt,
the souls were poisoned,
in the chambers of death,
in the apocalypse that the world saw,
the HOLOCAUST, swallowed mankind in raw.
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This is dedicated to all those innocent people who lost their lives to the cruelty and brutality of the nazi fanaticism. May their soul REST IN PEACE!




Shoah: (hebrew)calamity.
for more information about holocaust, nazi camps and mass jewish extermination in world war 2

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Sly and Staunch




As he unwound beside me,
i found myself being relaxed.
and suddenly i forgot all my worries,
and how much the whole day, i had remained taxed.

i moved my aging hands,
through his furry coat.
feeling the softness on my tired fingers,
 i realised, he was the only one, upon whom i could dote.

"JOSH" i used to call him,
he was my best friend.
staunch is how we know they are,
atleast that has been the trend.

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she knew how strong our bond was,
and that my love would never be the same, for "her"
and she also knew, of saving her, pity was the cause,
otherwise she would have been torn by the furr.

often she would look into my eyes,
as if conveying that she cared.
but i failed to notice everytime she tried,
as her eyes always glared.

i believed she was sly,
and that one fine day she would be gone.
at a distance from me she would lie,
with a collar in her neck, on which was engraved "SEAN".

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then one day, my life took a turn.
zero penny jingled in my pocket.
i could hear our empty stomachs churn,
i wished for this day, i hadn't sold my gold locket.

hunger took hold of us.
unable to feed us, my head would growl.
where sean made no fuss,
josh couldn't help but scowl.

our situation never seemed to mellow down.
we didnt get neither loans nor alms.
all i could do was frown,
looking at those lines on my palms.

as days died, josh went ballistic,
unable to bear the circumstances.
after a few digs into my flesh,
he left with no last glances.

thats when sean emerged out of the bolthole,
where she hid, fearing she would be josh's meal.
with soft steps she approached toward me,
and licked my wound, thinking that it would heal.

that was the moment i realised, life isnt as predictable as it seems.
it tricks us, plays us..
sometimes is stranger than our dreams.

sly became my dog,
and left me on my last day.
staunch my cat turned out to be,
dying there, together we both lay...



(its a work of fiction, and has no resemblance to any character, alive or dead)

Friday, April 8, 2011

Feels right

No, i don't know,
why i write, what i write
how and when i write,
if or not i can write.

All i know is,
that i write,
because i have the right
and, it feels right to write!

i believe...

i believe...
i believe in the fairy,
i believe in the Mary.


i believe in man,
i believe in his plan.


i believe in woman,
i believe in her sermon.


i believe in attachment,
i believe in detachment.


i believe in fiction,
i believe in the facts!
i believe in the promises,
and in those broken pacts!!


i believe in saints,
i believe in sinners,
and in those birth givers,
i believe in the killers.


i believe in humans,
i believe in animals.
i believe in the famishing,
i believe in the cannibals.


i believe in death,
i believe in life,
i believe in the spirits, and i believe in afterlife.


i believe in the world,
i believe in the nation,
i believe in in one god, our lord,
and his EVERY CREATION!

Monday, August 30, 2010

prejudiced mockery of FREEDOM and our LAND: a sad state of mind!










The world can't b simply BLACK or WHITE...


It has multiple shades, which ofcourse vary with perspectives..!






for the one bereft of hope...it is white. he doesnt see any possibility of betterment and is contended with how things are.


for the one who is a pessimist, or rather escapist...the world is lost in the darkness of black.


for an optimist, the world is ORANGE, comprising of RED belonging to the evil, WHITE belonging to the saints and YELLOW belonging to the "hope".


I AM AN OPTIMIST: i believe that the world is not "all bad", and that its not perfect either. but wat i believe in most is that the imperfections of any kind can be handled!
and mere existence of certain problems and setbacks doesnt enslave me...i believe i am free...!
*world: in the above para may b taken as country!


a country needs its people to nurture it, pamper it and preserve it..! but this doesnt mean that only the people who do things like growing trees, collecting waste, cleaning roads contribute to its well being!
believing in a good future and appreciating small or big developments counts in too..after all ur belief is ur driving force..!!
its sad to c some youngsters indulging in "foul -mouthing" our country...i wonder where the future is headed...at the mercy of such sadists!




i would conclude my freedom through the following lines:




we are free;
to open our eyes,every morning and look at the splendour around us...
...or to shut our lids,at the sight of anything that seems to be unpleasent.




we are free;
to inhale every freshness and fragrance circling us...
...or to hold our breath, to stop smelling anything foul.




we are free;
to use a common land to wrap up all our journies and errands...
...or to stay within the walls, in the precinct of which we find our cosy shelters.




we are free;
to just appreciate the good things of life...
to just criticize the imperfections
...or to praise the good things and dislike the bad.




we are free;
to choose to be protective towards our land and,work for its progress, in our own,personal ways...
...or to have a "who cares" attitude and sit and watch our land being encroached upon, misused or simply abused.




what really enslaves us is our MIND: the generator of our thoughts.
we are shackled by the chains of the prejudiced,cynical,skeptical and unreasonable thoughts. one of them being "we are living an artificial freedom"
and the most disheartening fact is, we surrender to such thoughts!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Enigma

It’s a black lagoon
Opaque and unknown, hidden n unjudged…




None knows its constituency, the inside of the dark existence.
And though, it appears to be, but it is by no means empty…!


Beneath lie zillions of undiscovered secrets…
…and what’s most remarkable about it is it’s pervasiveness.


It breathes into every breathing human.


We call it “the mind”




Often boggled, seldom at peace, it works with or without consciousness.
Its like a closet…with a couple of shelves, possessing both comfort and discomfort…




It works in the dazzling sun and in the crescented moon,
In the spring and in the autumn,
In youth and in the last phase of life.

It is a rogue, with the naughtiness of a child…

It is a saint, with a heart of wax…


It is gothic, embracing the spine-shivers of the spooksville…
It is a coward, dreading the slightest needle prick…


It is machismo, strong enough to shun away the unexpected shudders…
It is tender, with a femininity, sensitive enough to sob with every emotional outburst…


It is a believer, which can reach the intensity of fanaticism…
It is sceptic, doubtful of every step it takes in life…




So simple n yet so complicated,
The mind defines the state of our existence… with unfathomable secrets buried within itself…


Sometimes undergoing a state of inferiority, and at other times suffering from delusions of grandeur, the mind is the lightest collectivity---- of thoughts…!


Whose depth is an “impossible exploration”